10.49am
Oil pull -check
Coconut Vinager -check
Hot Lemon instead of tea - check
still haven't taken a shower to get ready - check
Thankfully we aren't officially open until noon, although I've trying to open at the same time each day I work. Today will not be one of those days. Just taking it easy, letting my body ease into the day and hopefully be successful selling some pieces. It's getting harder and harder, especially knowing that business has been getting worse instead of better. ooh, no bueno!!
Exactly
3pm
But truthfully, I'm not. Or I wouldn't be here in a Sunday umm Day while my friends are enjoying the pool and this amazing weather we're having in January!
Hmmm, what to do, what to do.
I already had brunch, which consisted of Watermelon slices, a Goodń natural fruit bar and a green drink mixed with Acai juice, spirulana powder, maca powder and pineapple pieces -yumm and happy!!
I have been working on a couple mockups for our team logo in class, yet just wish I could just veg like everyone else on Sunday umm Day
4.08pm
Still nothing!! People just walking by, not even interested at this point.
What do I do? Blast 'Pearl Jam' on the radio and feel happy!
I have been thinking about my sister a lot lately. She had surprised me when coming down in December by showing me two notebooks. One pink, one blue. Über happy, I thought she might be pregnant then, but she quickly reassured me, that she wasn't. But her and her amazing husband will be working on it this year and getting a firmer grip on their finances is a great start! When the time is right, everything will fall in place. I do feel, more then ever, that this year is the year for change. Period!
It made no sense how Last year just sky rocketed and disappeared in the Nothing! Mind as well cross that year out. What were we thinking? Was everyone unity-wishishing time away? Craz, that's fo shur !! << abbreviations have become the norm and I can't explain why!!??
Are we getting this lazy, that we are now abbreviating whole sentences just because its the thing to do?
Who made up this rule of thumb?
Does anyone remember when we had to remember phone numbers because all we had was a landline at home, or we may need to get in touch with someone via phone booth?!!
Now I can barely remember my own number!! Technology has taken so much from us, as we gain nothing in return.
Some might actually say that we now have more time for important things. How important are they really though, when we wish a whole YEAR to fly by !
5:01pm
My sister just started reading my blog and is saddens by the fact of the monster riding my back since I was 16.
Right in the middle of puberty I was battling me, myself, the horrible image I was seeing in my reflection.
Over a decade later I am still battling the monster that has no more space in my closet and is out in the open ditching and dodging the bright rainbow I carry with me as the chosen weapon. Yet as soon as I put the beautiful colors away for the day, it comes out and attacks me from my blind spot!
This is what I wrote back to her, after she sent me a sad emoticon :
"Getting a grip on this is so much harder then I thought! Being vegan is def benefiting me with the mass destruction that was happening before V/GF. These scars are deeper then makeup can cover. Time and will power. I can do this!! I will do this!"
6.31 pm
Home! Finally!
Geeze, today was ___ . Let me stop. A day living in my shoes is never wasted!
That's what I say!!
Just set up a pot of water, so I can make me a cup of Espresso. Just feel like the taste and the soothing feeling it brings. Oooh, happiness, here I come!
For now, while I wait. I will wash the dishes, put some laundry in the wash and get this place tidy. First things first, lets get changed into something compfy!
11.56pm
Blah blah ba.
Had one of the biggest anxiety attacks I've had in a while and didn't even want to go to the grocery store to pick up the need ingredients for the meal I wanted to prepare. So I ended up ordering take out, which comes with spending money that I end up dumping down the toilet, just to think that I would feel better after.
That didn't work, obviously!
Golden Globes, missed that.
I hope it was fun to watch though and I'll look it up tomorrow online.
Now I'm ready to sign out and say good night Sunday umm Day
What a day, oh what a day... ummm
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