Friday, January 11, 2013

New Moon

Here is where it begins.
This, compared to my other blogs will be me, just the way it is.
I'll be blogging about my daily life, the way I see the world, my interactions with different people and my perceived notion I take from these daily experiences.
As much as I am a calm and collected person, there are some things that just bug me, make me sad, angry and down right fed up with everything.

This is what RPI (RockPaperInfinite) is all about.
The world around me.
A never ending motion that pulls me in different directions and sometimes just "Putting Baby in the corner".
Starting this blog came to me this morning, after a chain of different moments flood together.

The norm is, that I tend to not want to kick myself out of bed, laying around, checking my Facebook, emails and maybe even getting another move in with 'Scrabble with Friends'.
First things first, I did my oil pull for 20min, cleaning the kitchen in the mean time, making a cup of tea and getting ready to jump in the shower shortly after.
When the 20min are over, thats when my day starts! Spit, brush. Get 2 tbl spoons of Coconut Vinegar in my body and off in the shower I go!

Dressed, groomed and looking cute, I leave the house.
And here is where the crazy stories start.

A Garbage truck driver and his passenger feel like driving past me, then turn around, which required for them to turn toward me and block my path for a short period of time, to get my attention.
Well, THAT didn't work! The song on my Pandora was jamming way too loud and has my mood way too perky. The next guy I passed was on a latter across the street, turning around to hopefully lock eyes with me and s tarted to wave. I just smiled. There is not much more I could do. I don't know him.

I finally reach my destination -work.
The morning/ early noon starts out pretty peaceful. A few people walking by and browsing through what we have here in the store.
A young lady comes by from a local Magazine that is featuring "green jewelry" this month and would like to feature some of our brackets. Perfect! I'll take the pictures, retouch if needed and send them out to her! Awesome! I have something exciting happening, without even being excited about it.
Mood: numb
Ugh, I really don't enjoy this feeling at all. I feel stuffed, without even have eaten a meal today and tired from life itself.
I really do need to snap out of this!
Hmm, let me Skype my family at home and see how I feel after.

Better!! Much better!! They always bring the best out in me :)
2 pm and I'm ready to tackle the day! A little delayed, but better then not at all.

3.30pm

There it goes! I feel alive again...well, after a binge and purge episode. So there I have it. Feeling low and annoyed and now this.
None the less, I'm not going to give up on this day. There will be something that will snap me back into it, I'm sure of it.
I'm generally a happy person. "Generally", only because when I'm annoyed, I'm really not someone you would want to annoy even more. (That's when you can visually tell and verbally hear that I'm not up to small talk) Defiantly not a good look, that's for sure!

1 sale today and 2 more hours to go... ugh! Let them be over already!!

7pm

Finally home!! And what a day it turned out to be. My last hour at work I spent talking to an older gentleman about taking over the store and how to sell his custom wear he would be making. Interestingly enough he wanted to pitch me in on it and have me work with him and make the money he needs to make. His story, amazing!! He actually survived 911 after struggling to open and be successful in NYC. After his near death experience he managed to scrap everything up and rebuild his company. Which has him now wanting to plant another seed here in Fort Lauderdale, raising his 14 year old nephew and starving for exposure!! Awesome man, awesome story, awesome awesome awesome!!
How I can truly help him, that will be revielved over the next couple of days. For now, I am home, happier and ready to think about what I'm gong to do for the rest of the evening, since the friends I had made dinner plans with decided to stay out on the beach and drink. Oh well, and okay. No problem for this Unicorn!!

12.04am

Definatly did some major damage in the kitchen. I really need to stop this. I'm really fearing that I won't make it to the next day one day. 
My quote of the night: "Binging is NOT cool!"

I tell it how it how it is.
Good night




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