A twist on Friday gone wrong

9.20am

Getting it done!

Woke up with a chill an for the first time in 2 days without leg craps!! Yay!!

Oil pull -check
Vinegar cleanse - check
sipping on lemon water -check !!

I just turned my Pandora on to play some good tunes before I jump in the shower. What station I'm playing you might ask?
 Madonna!!! Whoot!!
First song : "Star light"
Oh, this is one good start!

Now off I go to complete the rest of the transformation.

Happy Friday!!

11.33am

Today i have a different attitude.
I got to work, in hopes my boss would have left the check for me to cash early and take of annoying bills I've been needing to pay.
Well, that never happened. Honestly, I'm not surprised. She'll probably come in, give me the check and ask what we are doing about the stores advertisement.
Quite funny.
I won't give it the effort I have given. I'm here and opening, standing here and hoping that we'll get business. And the last time I checked, that is all I'm paid for.

I'm over feeling as if being used (which I am)
... staying positive.

9.15pm

I haven't eaten much at all today and I feel Great! Yet, mentally -weak.

It was only suppose to be a little rice with an amazing mix of fresh veggies. Just enough to not get hungry later.

Portions prepared: ten fold!
As soon as food hit my stomach, I wanted to purge....
....Here we go

11.14pm

That was intense.
Theses binges are pulling more and more on me.

I felt the floor start to slip away- right before purging.

Scared -yes.
Shaken up about it- defiantly.
Reason for the episodes? - none.

Ugh...
... Le sigh.

I'm calling it a night soon. This one was draining.

(In my brain: I love life way too much to put myself through this! )

Happy Friday to the freaks that come out at night!! Party till the sun comes up!
Or
Sleep to heal your body and rest to gain the needed energy for the day that lays ahead.

Either way, fairies will be watching from the center of the rainbow <3