Two day collaboration / Not much has been said

Yesterday:

5.01pm

Bored out of my mind and haven't even been able to take the time to write today.

So obviously nothing really hapend?

Yup! You are ABSOLUTLY right!

I've been eating all day and my stomach is still growling out of control!!!
Ugh!!
How am I ever to get behind how I must eat, when if I do eat, I'm still hungry after a super short period of time!!
Hmmm...
What I've eaten today:
A Shake consisting of almond/coconut milk, spirulana, chia seeds, maca, flax seed

1 banana

3 slices of watermelon

Fruit bar

3 rice cakes

The worst thing, I think it already went through me! ( i know TMI , sawy)

Aaaaaaa!!! I'm hungry and tired!! Definatly not a good look for me >_<

TODAY

12.54pm

Getting it together today!
Sunday is always pretty slow and due to me needing to get another job soon, I mind as well rest as long as I can. If the store says: Sun open 12pm-6pm, then that's when I'll be aiming to go in!! << well, those were my thoughts when I got up this morning. I did a pretty good job of taking it easy though.

Did my oil pull and vinegar cleanse, took a nice long shower with the addition of washing my hair and took my time picking out my outfit of the day. I'm in no rush today- what so ever.
Hit my one hitter a couple of times, and here I go!! Whoot!!

After getting into work, I felt a like wooohzy, so I prepped everything and went out to get the needed nourishment of the day

This should keep me a float!! ( current state: all smiles !)

Just got off the phone with my mom. Well that turned salty, quick ( current state: sad and bummed)
Yesterday we had said that we wanted to Skype, so I could see my prince. Today (as she just reported) , she has company and she also got in it with him, so she sent him in the shower to go to bed.
MY QUESTION is, if she knew she would have company, why didn't she just let him Skype me, let us catch up, or maybe even watch a movie together? I didn't get it !
Well, I'll talk to her about that tomorrow when we have another chance to talk.

8.03pm

I don't know what I would do without my sister. As much as I get frustrated of her action or non-actions, just plain in touch and deadlines. She has been with me forever. Through thick and thin. Though hard times and fun times. As many chapters as it will take to get myself straight, she can always make me happy. She is the one I would want to hold on to when I exhale my last breath. I grew through becoming a big sister and will always do so, until we both feel completely in sync again.

She makes me happy.

11.57pm

The madness has a never ending hold on me. I must change something.
I'm getting too comfortable.

Calling it an early night.

In my dream I will come up with a plan.

(Oh! I dreamt of eating roses last night!! - It JUST came back to me!! )

Sweet dreams to all xx

A twist on Friday gone wrong

9.20am

Getting it done!

Woke up with a chill an for the first time in 2 days without leg craps!! Yay!!

Oil pull -check
Vinegar cleanse - check
sipping on lemon water -check !!

I just turned my Pandora on to play some good tunes before I jump in the shower. What station I'm playing you might ask?
 Madonna!!! Whoot!!
First song : "Star light"
Oh, this is one good start!

Now off I go to complete the rest of the transformation.

Happy Friday!!

11.33am

Today i have a different attitude.
I got to work, in hopes my boss would have left the check for me to cash early and take of annoying bills I've been needing to pay.
Well, that never happened. Honestly, I'm not surprised. She'll probably come in, give me the check and ask what we are doing about the stores advertisement.
Quite funny.
I won't give it the effort I have given. I'm here and opening, standing here and hoping that we'll get business. And the last time I checked, that is all I'm paid for.

I'm over feeling as if being used (which I am)
... staying positive.

9.15pm

I haven't eaten much at all today and I feel Great! Yet, mentally -weak.

It was only suppose to be a little rice with an amazing mix of fresh veggies. Just enough to not get hungry later.

Portions prepared: ten fold!
As soon as food hit my stomach, I wanted to purge....
....Here we go

11.14pm

That was intense.
Theses binges are pulling more and more on me.

I felt the floor start to slip away- right before purging.

Scared -yes.
Shaken up about it- defiantly.
Reason for the episodes? - none.

Ugh...
... Le sigh.

I'm calling it a night soon. This one was draining.

(In my brain: I love life way too much to put myself through this! )

Happy Friday to the freaks that come out at night!! Party till the sun comes up!
Or
Sleep to heal your body and rest to gain the needed energy for the day that lays ahead.

Either way, fairies will be watching from the center of the rainbow <3 

Apiphobia - illustrating the phobia from a far

12.02pm

Woke up with another leg cramp and a horrendous back ache at around 8am. -le sigh

But after a good massage with Tigerbalm, I fell back asleep and woke up perkier. Or so I do believe.
Back still stiff, with a long day ahead. This should be FUN!!

After my oil pull and Vinegar cleanse, I have managed to put laundry in the wash, keep up with my FB status and brain storm on todays class and what I will be bringing to the table.

Currently I'm letting this face mask do wonders and gather my  thoughts before I make my way in the shower and get t his day started!!

Yuchu!! This shall be a good one!

10.42pm

Knowledge is epic power!!

2 classes and some good break time with school friends!!

Class one: Illustration

Wow! My prof. is awesome! I believe in myself much more now and do believe that I will accomplish my vision.
First project: fears and phobias .
My chosen phobia:
Apiphobia (fear of Bee's)
Ha!
This is going to be good!
A front cover if a magazine in ink and color application and a spread in hatching.

I was literally blown away of how clear everything appeared to me after this class and how I now see applicated art in my field of graphic design.
If I can nail this, then one step closer to being better then my competition!! Yay!!

Class 2: Campaign Advertising

This one is a bit more trickier. We are put in 3 groups of 5 and all of us have a job. Well, only 3 of us are actually doing something, but the 2 that are in this with me are awesome! I think that with all our insperation, ideas and creative knowledge, we will be able to leave an amazingly awesome impression on our judges.

In a quick summary, that has been my day.
A good one, that's certain!

I had also wanted to hang out with a couple of friends after class, but after a confusing and not energizing back and forth with one of my friends, I called it off.
I'm a) not going to force myself to go out and have fun, after a day like this, where all I want is to sit right here and write, reflect and enjoy the moments of reflection I am sharing with you ,
But also b) sometimes, when one wants one thing, the other is feeling this and that, the weather turns , then you are mostly better with just calling it a night and sitting right here, reflecting and sharing the day with you.

He, he.
I like how I just write that.
He he he

1.41am

Good job Mia!!
I actually had fun watching the Heat beat the Lakers.
Gooooood job!
I really don't care much for either teams, but watching The Heat take down The arrogant Lakers, priceless!

One good game and almost 2am later, I need to say good night.

Sweet dreams,

&

Let your day be experienced through the eyes of your rainbow.

In the end, the Exorcist was at play

6.41pm

wow, today's post is defiantly not going to be as informative as the recent days.

Yes, it's been that kind of day.
Super hektik and VERY productive.

Let me summ up todays reflection:

It started out with my boss needing me to open up the store, since she didn't know where she had her key.
Great!
Sure, let me just come in on MY DAY OFF and open the door for  you.. ugh. BUT whatever. That really didn't put much of a dent into my morning, other then me stressing out more then I probably should.

At school, the All Club Meeting was pretty informative and also seeing the faces of each club was a "good to know" feeling.
Yet so much ahead for us to do, with only a couple of weeks to accomplish all we set out to do.

After, I had a very intense talk with my mom concerning my sexuality and how she believes it's just a "phase" I'm going through, that I will get out of when I have found the right partner. Well, to all of her surprise, I will never find the RIGHT partner, since my prefrence is non-sexual.

And I must say I was stunned of how closed minded my mom is without even wanting to be. She has defiantly always been a supporter of my lifestyle and what I do to better myself, creating a world around  that will enlighten the world around me, with no hesitating that I am accepted.
I guess it's just difficult for my mom to understand that I will not fall in love and live happily ever after with the perfect partner in the perfect setting.

Yea, no.

I'll pass on that.

1.46am

Just got done watching the Heat beat the Worriers while feeding on split pea soup and so much more.
The Exorcist in play - too late to portrait the madness now feeling a slight insomnia rise from the horizon .
I
Must
Fight
The
Demon

Good night

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Tea is for Tuesdays

2.30pm

What a day it's been so far!

I woke up in a complete FUNK! Had a major leg cramp and jumped out of bed almost in tears to contain the pain that was threshing through my leg.
Exhausting, completely exhausting!
After I finally managed to get up, I felt drained and unmotivated.
Oil pull had to be done! And oooooh did time seam as if it were standing still!!

I really think is was the mass of garlic and smoking that just didn't sit well with me.  -Le sigh.

Finally getting my spark back, I got to work around 10.30am. Prepared for the day, I ran out of cigarettes.
Oh, I took no time to leave the store again and purchase those ,plus my meal for the day.
Watermelon slices, a banana , fruit but bar and some Acai juice.

Perfect! Ready to get to the next level!

3.30pm

Where was I?
Oh yes, I was reflecting  today's events.

12pm I had a GSA (Gay/Straight Alliance) meeting to attend at school. Fun as all meetings in school are, we got a couple of good things covered. These kids are so awesome and open with what they are, I love it! I almost feel as if straight individuals are much more intolerant of 'difference' then vice versa.
And I can completely relate to them much more. Being Asexual isn't hard. Accepting myself and living in the vessel of who I am. It's the majority of the population that has a problem with it. Wanting me to " test the waters". Or " maybe you just haven't found the right one for you". No. It's much more then that. It goes much deeper then being accepted and trying to "fit in". I have found that now that I have admitted to MYSELF of being nonsexual, I can finally find happiness.
 The biggest quest of my former chapters, that I was never able to reach.
Have I felt sexual in previous chapters? Sure. Or so I thought I was. Confused and conflicted with most outcomes of the interaction, I would just let the uneased feeling of not feeling, pass by and look at the brighter side of the spectrum: I was loved by someone that I had mutual feelings for.
I'm much more ME now, knowing what I want and what I long for. Being in a sexual relationship just isn't one of them.

4.24pm

Work has been typical today. Nothing going on and barely anyone coming in.
I HAVE in return been getting my status updated, commenting on friends status' and filling out the needed info to apply to a new job. This one is obviously not going anywhere and I'm burnt out trying to help them without having any resources.
All I am going to do is open and close, like a good employee and get class work and research done that I will be needing for school. Basta!

9.54pm

Watching "Extreme Cougars" and eating. This makes me feel oh so much better about myself!! (NOT!)
This is ludacris!

1.51 am

I'm back.
Have been hooked on TLC , since I switched over to "Extreme Cougars". After it was "Sisterhood" , then a repeat of "Extreme Cougars" and now "Totally T-Boz".
And all while feasting, researching and debating if what is happening right now is what I want to do right now. Confusing and pulling me in directions that will bring me back.
Focus.
That's what I need to do.
Listening to T-Boz sing "unpretty" unplugged, has me tearing up and reflecting on the past.
What I need to do is:
Leave the past where it is - in the past.

2.10am

It's time for my last glass of water and bed time.

Here is to:
Sweet dreams,
To battling the demons with the fire inside
And waking up with the energy, inspiration and strength to tackle a brand new day in this fairytale chapter.

Good night

Just like a Monday

2.03pm

Starting to write a bit later today.
Have had an eventful morning and haven't gotten around to sitting down and writing.

My morning started out pretty usual, although I still felt the whiplash from yesterday's anxiety, waking up unmotivated.
Did my oil pull, vinegar cleanse and lemon water.
I was surprise with receiving the paper samples in the mail today, which enhanced my day to be fantastic either way it goes.

By the time I got to work I felt extremly weak and needed food.
I got change for the store at the bank and on my way back, stopped by the grocery store to pick up fruit, a bottle of Acai juice and a fruit bar.
Eating Warermelon and the fruit bar as a late lunch around 12ish.

I had a chance to Skype my prince and mom for about an hour, while waiting for just a single customer to stop in and take a chance to perhaps find an accessory that would make my time standing here all worth while.

For now I'll try to keep myself occupied, all in company of my Smoothie consisting of Spirulana, Maca powder, Chia seeds, Acai juice and frozen berries. Yummm!

3.33pm

Still nothing happening in the store and I'm starting to get bored. Have so much for school that I would love to get done, but I'm missing need "umph!"
If nothing has not changed until 4ish, I will make a move towards something that will enlighten my day.
Fingers crossed that we get customers...
                                                                 ( or not, since now I have a plan ... )

9.52pm

Wow! Time flew by after I left work!

Lets reflect, shall we..

AD's and Society class started at 6pm. We watched a movie and wrote our thoughts down as an in-class activity.
Quite interesting how we all get manipulated into an unreal world, under unreal facts with unreal circumstances that only we alone, as individuals are responsible of. Just to be bigger and better then everyone else, rank higher then then norm in the social group you surround yourself with, to end up hoping to be remembered as someone great and die just like the rest of the world- alone.

Interesting, VERY interesting...

Really almost feels like a world I would shine like a star in, since in good at the study of humans the way I do. feeling out a different side only I can see.
But then that that would be like using black magic instead of white, while either or are bad.
Interesting...
I'll have to give that more thought.

10.00pm

But to continue on with reflecting, I ended up going to the grocery store, the one I was dreading going to yesterday, out of gear I would see the boy that have me a love letter about a week ago.
Ugh..
I really do feel bad. I don't like disappointing anyone. Especially if that has to do with the heart and thus emotions.
Ugh...
But I did go.
And I saw him.
I smiled and explained briefly that I am not one that can be with anyone and that I do think he is a kind person and I hope we will stay in touch way beyond him or I leaving the work location or the country.

So that was done. Another checked!

And then something very different happened. Two of my friends walked in and as happy as I felt like when seeing them, I felt caught. As if I shouldn't be doing what I'm doing.
My inner voice was speaking and I don't like the feeling of being caught. It's shameful and awkward, when all I need to do, is be good.
And then I won't feel caught.

12.27am 

wrapping it up. I'm going to head to bed a whip out a good book to start reading. ahhh, I'm going to go for my big book of Brother Grimm's Fairytales and refresh my past memories. ( after a couple of games of Scrabble *teh*)

Good night - I'll meet you by the lily pond at the beginning of the rainbow 

Sunday ...ummm Day

10.49am

Oil pull -check

Coconut Vinager -check

Hot Lemon instead of tea - check

still haven't taken a shower to get ready - check

Thankfully we aren't officially open until noon, although I've trying to open at the same time each day I work. Today will not be one of those days. Just taking it easy, letting my body ease into the day and hopefully be successful selling some pieces. It's getting harder and harder, especially knowing that business has been getting worse instead of better. ooh, no bueno!!

Exactly

3pm

Unreal!! Still not ONE CUSTOMER that bought something! I was about to write : I'm so over this!
But truthfully, I'm not. Or I wouldn't be here in a Sunday umm Day while my friends are enjoying the pool and this amazing weather we're having in January!
Hmmm, what to do, what to do.
I already had brunch, which consisted of Watermelon slices, a Goodń natural fruit bar and a green drink mixed with Acai juice, spirulana powder, maca powder and pineapple pieces -yumm and happy!!

I have been working on a couple mockups for our team logo in class, yet just wish I could just veg like everyone else on Sunday umm Day

4.08pm

Still nothing!! People just walking by, not even interested at this point.
What do I do? Blast 'Pearl Jam' on the radio and feel happy!

I have been thinking about my sister a lot lately. She had surprised me when coming down in December by showing me two notebooks. One pink, one blue. Über happy, I thought she might be pregnant then, but she quickly reassured me, that she wasn't. But her and her amazing husband will be working on it this year and getting a firmer grip on their finances is a great start! When the time is right, everything will fall in place. I do feel, more then ever, that this year is the year for change. Period!
It made no sense how Last year just sky rocketed and disappeared in the Nothing! Mind as well cross that year out. What were we thinking? Was everyone unity-wishishing time away? Craz, that's fo shur !! << abbreviations have become the norm and I can't explain why!!??
Are we getting this lazy, that we are now abbreviating whole sentences just because its the thing to do?
Who made up this rule of thumb?

Does anyone remember when we had to remember phone numbers because all we had was a landline at home, or we may need to get in touch with someone via phone booth?!!
Now I can barely remember my own number!! Technology has taken so much from us, as we gain nothing in return.
Some might actually say that we now have more time for important things. How important are they really though, when we wish a whole YEAR to fly by !

5:01pm

My sister just started reading my blog and is saddens by the fact of the monster riding my back since I was 16.
Right in the middle of puberty I was battling me, myself, the horrible image I was seeing in my reflection.
Over a decade later I am still battling the monster that has no more space in my closet and is out in the open ditching and dodging the bright rainbow I carry with me as the chosen weapon. Yet as soon as I put the beautiful colors away for the day, it comes out and attacks me from my blind spot!

This is what I wrote back to her, after she sent me a sad emoticon :

"Getting a grip on this is so much harder then I thought! Being vegan is def benefiting me with the mass destruction that was happening before V/GF. These scars are deeper then makeup can cover. Time and will power. I can do this!! I will do this!"

6.31 pm

Home! Finally!
Geeze, today was ___ . Let me stop. A day living in my shoes is never wasted!
That's what I say!!

Just set up a pot of water, so I can make me a cup of Espresso. Just feel like the taste and the soothing feeling it brings. Oooh, happiness, here I come!
For now, while I wait. I will wash the dishes, put some laundry in the wash and get this place tidy. First things first, lets get changed into something compfy!

11.56pm

Blah blah ba.
Had one of the biggest anxiety attacks I've had in a while and didn't even want to go to the grocery store to pick up the need ingredients for the meal I wanted to prepare. So I ended up ordering take out, which comes with spending money that I end up dumping down the toilet, just to think that I would feel better after.
That didn't work, obviously!

Golden Globes, missed that.
I hope it was fun to watch though and I'll look it up tomorrow online.

Now I'm ready to sign out and say good night Sunday umm Day
What a day, oh what a day... ummm

Wishing all a blissful ,peaceful, beautiful night

The excitement of an unexciting day

I don't know how i feel about this day yet.
It's now

11.40am

Well, I didn't get here for 11.11. Bummer. Oh well, there will be other opportunities through out the day. I,m sure of it.
As for my morning, I got up around 9am(ish), did my oil pull (swish 20min,spit,brush) and then a cleanse with Coconut Vinegar right after, started soaking my Roman beans in boiling water so they would be ready to cook when I get home, drank tea, smoked a cigarette. Had a mood changing shower, got cutiefied, and out the door I go.

Now I'm here.
Let's get this day started!

11.46am

The day went on... Still no business though. Ugh, this sucks.
The owner of the store came in and we talked about general business and the things that need to get done, some small things that need to change and other larger things that will.
Besides that, we goofed around and made the best out of the time here in the store.
It somewhat amazes me how uncoordinated businesses run, asking to want to do the minimum and receive everything in return.
Current time: 3.45pm
I have eaten a banana, a med.sized. fruit bowl and an energy bar and feeling great!
I also accomplished to print out a couple of lists with animal product substitutions and will be combining these with a creative twist. If there are any vegans reading my blog, please feel free to post me a link that would enhance the enlightenment of being vegan.

Oh great! Now I'm bored!
Current status: let me check my FaceBook!

7.55pm

Finally home and enjoying a good glass of red while catching you up on todays eventless day.
Ha! That doesn't even sound exciting enough to continue reading. But you should.

Approximately 40or so min later, the owners husband came in the store to finally pick up the christmas tree that has been fully stripped of it's balls and decoration for the past week and I have been über annoyed of the sight of the darn thing, it wasn't even funny.
One check.
Then him and I talked about the general state of the store, our families and his own business that has been flourishing amazingly. Generally it's just always good talking to him. He's super inspiring and has a beautiful aura. Uplifting all around.

Oh, before I forget to mention this, we also had a slamming 2 customers buy pieces in the store. All to summ up not even thirty dollars. ummm, yay?

On my way home I swung by a discout store to pick a couple of things up that I refuse to pay an enormous amount of money for. (and this is coming from the gal that buys food for a binge just to purge, ugh!)
Anyway, let me get back to where I was going with this.
I got a job offer to tag and label the goods for the store. I would be coming in early in the morning and getting out around noon. Details on pay and so forth I will find out tomorrow, but from the sound of it, it is definitely something I will consider. I won't  be dealing with any customers and getting out at a time I would still be able to make all my classes and have time to also look for a second job or freelance. Perfect! But as I said, I will find details out tomorrow and update you accordingly!
That was my high of the day.

It's now 

8.13pm 

and I still have to eat and stop by my best friends place to check on him, poor sick creature. At this point, I'll say to be continued and will finish this post when I get home later.

Oh my goooooooods!!

11.19pm 

Watching "The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills" and this is such BS! Drama Drama Drama! And then waiting to do Yoga to relax and all they do is Talk Talk Talk!! What the fairydust!! They are doing poses that need focus and concentration, Meditation and to find their Center!! I wish i could scretch as they do, be tense and talk!
On the other hand, no I don't!!
Plus, I'm also disappointed of their teacher! He totally accepts it and shows them poses that mean more then $$$!!
Ugh!

What do you know, it's

1.23am 

and I'm still up an hanging in. 3 episodes of binge and purge later. Yep, she did it again!
I'm really disliking this more and more.
This one was all because I was feeling extremely light headed and weak from not eating.
I had talked to my sister on the way to the grocery store and back, yet as soon as I got off the phone with her, down the rabbit hole I go!!

I couldn't get enough of rice, beans, falafel and tons of salad with coconut cream dressing.
Needles to say I'm tired and just want to call this the end of today's blog.

Good night and i hope you're dreams are surrounded by fairies

New Moon

Here is where it begins.
This, compared to my other blogs will be me, just the way it is.
I'll be blogging about my daily life, the way I see the world, my interactions with different people and my perceived notion I take from these daily experiences.
As much as I am a calm and collected person, there are some things that just bug me, make me sad, angry and down right fed up with everything.

This is what RPI (RockPaperInfinite) is all about.
The world around me.
A never ending motion that pulls me in different directions and sometimes just "Putting Baby in the corner".
Starting this blog came to me this morning, after a chain of different moments flood together.

The norm is, that I tend to not want to kick myself out of bed, laying around, checking my Facebook, emails and maybe even getting another move in with 'Scrabble with Friends'.
First things first, I did my oil pull for 20min, cleaning the kitchen in the mean time, making a cup of tea and getting ready to jump in the shower shortly after.
When the 20min are over, thats when my day starts! Spit, brush. Get 2 tbl spoons of Coconut Vinegar in my body and off in the shower I go!

Dressed, groomed and looking cute, I leave the house.
And here is where the crazy stories start.

A Garbage truck driver and his passenger feel like driving past me, then turn around, which required for them to turn toward me and block my path for a short period of time, to get my attention.
Well, THAT didn't work! The song on my Pandora was jamming way too loud and has my mood way too perky. The next guy I passed was on a latter across the street, turning around to hopefully lock eyes with me and s tarted to wave. I just smiled. There is not much more I could do. I don't know him.

I finally reach my destination -work.
The morning/ early noon starts out pretty peaceful. A few people walking by and browsing through what we have here in the store.
A young lady comes by from a local Magazine that is featuring "green jewelry" this month and would like to feature some of our brackets. Perfect! I'll take the pictures, retouch if needed and send them out to her! Awesome! I have something exciting happening, without even being excited about it.
Mood: numb
Ugh, I really don't enjoy this feeling at all. I feel stuffed, without even have eaten a meal today and tired from life itself.
I really do need to snap out of this!
Hmm, let me Skype my family at home and see how I feel after.

Better!! Much better!! They always bring the best out in me :)
2 pm and I'm ready to tackle the day! A little delayed, but better then not at all.

3.30pm

There it goes! I feel alive again...well, after a binge and purge episode. So there I have it. Feeling low and annoyed and now this.
None the less, I'm not going to give up on this day. There will be something that will snap me back into it, I'm sure of it.
I'm generally a happy person. "Generally", only because when I'm annoyed, I'm really not someone you would want to annoy even more. (That's when you can visually tell and verbally hear that I'm not up to small talk) Defiantly not a good look, that's for sure!

1 sale today and 2 more hours to go... ugh! Let them be over already!!

7pm

Finally home!! And what a day it turned out to be. My last hour at work I spent talking to an older gentleman about taking over the store and how to sell his custom wear he would be making. Interestingly enough he wanted to pitch me in on it and have me work with him and make the money he needs to make. His story, amazing!! He actually survived 911 after struggling to open and be successful in NYC. After his near death experience he managed to scrap everything up and rebuild his company. Which has him now wanting to plant another seed here in Fort Lauderdale, raising his 14 year old nephew and starving for exposure!! Awesome man, awesome story, awesome awesome awesome!!
How I can truly help him, that will be revielved over the next couple of days. For now, I am home, happier and ready to think about what I'm gong to do for the rest of the evening, since the friends I had made dinner plans with decided to stay out on the beach and drink. Oh well, and okay. No problem for this Unicorn!!

12.04am

Definatly did some major damage in the kitchen. I really need to stop this. I'm really fearing that I won't make it to the next day one day. 

My quote of the night: "Binging is NOT cool!"

I tell it how it how it is.

Good night