Yesterday:
5.01pm
Bored out of my mind and haven't even been able to take the time to write today.
So obviously nothing really hapend?
Yup! You are ABSOLUTLY right!
I've been eating all day and my stomach is still growling out of control!!!
Ugh!!
How am I ever to get behind how I must eat, when if I do eat, I'm still hungry after a super short period of time!!
Hmmm...
What I've eaten today:
A Shake consisting of almond/coconut milk, spirulana, chia seeds, maca, flax seed
1 banana
3 slices of watermelon
Fruit bar
3 rice cakes
The worst thing, I think it already went through me! ( i know TMI , sawy)
Aaaaaaa!!! I'm hungry and tired!! Definatly not a good look for me >_<
TODAY
12.54pm
Getting it together today!
Sunday is always pretty slow and due to me needing to get another job soon, I mind as well rest as long as I can. If the store says: Sun open 12pm-6pm, then that's when I'll be aiming to go in!! << well, those were my thoughts when I got up this morning. I did a pretty good job of taking it easy though.
Did my oil pull and vinegar cleanse, took a nice long shower with the addition of washing my hair and took my time picking out my outfit of the day. I'm in no rush today- what so ever.
Hit my one hitter a couple of times, and here I go!! Whoot!!
After getting into work, I felt a like wooohzy, so I prepped everything and went out to get the needed nourishment of the day
This should keep me a float!! ( current state: all smiles !)
Yesterday we had said that we wanted to Skype, so I could see my prince. Today (as she just reported) , she has company and she also got in it with him, so she sent him in the shower to go to bed.
MY QUESTION is, if she knew she would have company, why didn't she just let him Skype me, let us catch up, or maybe even watch a movie together? I didn't get it !
Well, I'll talk to her about that tomorrow when we have another chance to talk.
8.03pm
I don't know what I would do without my sister. As much as I get frustrated of her action or non-actions, just plain in touch and deadlines. She has been with me forever. Through thick and thin. Though hard times and fun times. As many chapters as it will take to get myself straight, she can always make me happy. She is the one I would want to hold on to when I exhale my last breath. I grew through becoming a big sister and will always do so, until we both feel completely in sync again.
She makes me happy.
11.57pm
The madness has a never ending hold on me. I must change something.
I'm getting too comfortable.
Calling it an early night.
In my dream I will come up with a plan.
(Oh! I dreamt of eating roses last night!! - It JUST came back to me!! )